loved u once
I can see it in your eyes,
a glare of loneliness and sadness
i know you once had the world that you wanted now ended so tragic
I as-well loved you to the point that soul no had room to breathe
and my heart had no reason to break yours.
But….
The lack of your attention created a disorder
within my affection, to the point that i denied my own reflection.
What made me beautiful, which once was your words, now served
the same purpose of our disconnection.
What you’re forgetting and don’t want to remember is that,
i once was what i am now, so i never changed,
it became mundane for you having whats good and grew tired of it.
So you searched for what was bad for you,
so within another you found temporary happiness,
until the absence transformed me into your void of what you always had.
You came back to me with guilt after the fact.
First time in our life I made you mad is now when i told you love whoever the fuck you want, but your heart suddenly translated what i really meant is why would you fucking hurt the person you need and believes in you.
Never bite the hand that feeds you,
never stab the heart that needs you,
never hate the thought that loves you.
Never bury the person who puts you above everything else.
