Sex like you want it

I make her hit it faster than the keystrokes,

A B G A# C# stroke her in this order making her scream these notes,

I can eat it all night my true pleasure not in need of deepthroat,

doggystyle her her back out i wonder how long her knees hold,

Imma show her every move my inner freak knows.

So pretty lady tell me if you like it rough?

You can tell by the way i put it down that i like to fuck!

But I love love!

So if you really want that imm slow it down!

Give it to you like a lover and let your heart guide me now.

I act like your words dont phase me, 

sometimes i wished you erased me from your phone,

i hope you never say that you missed me,

because you already left me alone. 

I think im going crazy,

hear your voice in my head even when others are speaking,

see you every time i close my eyes or stare at the walls.

All this is a result of me asking myself why dont she call?

Even if just to say i never ever want to see or talk to you again!

Because this silence between us is slowly killing me inside.

But I guess you have to live your life right?

Wrong you got me fighting to stay alive in your heart even 

though you will always live in mines!

How can i tell you I am afraid?

Afraid of what we have become

Afraid of changes between us 

Afraid of not hearing your voice

Afraid of not seeing your face

Afraid of knowing that I once meant more than 

just a hello and good bye.

Afraid of losing what in mind and heart seems 

be the only reason to keep us alive.

Afraid that we cross the line of no return

even though neither you or I have gone anywhere

Im tired of thinking of memories of people that can’t hold on.

Im tired of trying hard for my relationships and friendships that feel so gone.

If i done everything thats right for them then why do I now feel so wrong. 

I guess I might just say my good byes to everyone and so long. 

Im so tired of feeling naked with my all clothes on.

Somebody should have told you that im on, fuck it im one, two, three and maybe more. Why do my own feelings keep fighting me, like im in a war. I always wear my heart on my sleeve but now-a-days it ends up on the floor, trampled by every body i gave it to and those i now ignore. SO now that im making myself greater, im seeing people less than i use to when im asking for more. Telling them ill except your every perfections and flaws.

Pockets of hope 

Tell me that you love me

and if you tell me that you don’t

i may cry a tear or two.

Jar of Happiness

i have you and me to squeeze in

but if you dont want me in yours

why do i even love, God give me a reason.

Room full of Hearts

Not one worth beating for

what i feel they dont feel for me

so when i feel like they cut me deep

i ask myself why am I bleeding for!

If you dont get what this poem is about you will never

know what love is or how it is to feel lonely

like you live your life loving so many someone(s)

waiting for someone to love you back like you do

i can make you

i can make you oohh ooohhh ohhhhh

oohh ooohhh ohhhh

i can make you oohh ooohhh ohhhhh

oohh ooohh ohhhh

i can make you oohh ooohh ohhhh

So girl get on to the early morn 

i can make you slur your words 

make you want bite your lips 

twirl your hair when you look at me 

i can make you feel the burst 

make you want to move your hips 

give your body that feeling it really needs

i can make dream right next  to me 

all of this ill do it for free 

if you just 

give the word 

the sign 

those eyes 

that tell me tonight i want to make you mines…

i can make you oohh ooohhh ohhhhh

oohh ooohhh ohhhh

i can make you oohh ooohhh ohhhhh

oohh ooohh ohhhh

i can make you oohh ooohh ohhhh

So girl get on to the early morn 

hmmmmmm

I close my eyes

and visualize you 

you 

and only you 

your beautiful image penetrating every ounce

of light that enter my sight.

I daydream

and think of you

you

and ony you

your touch make me brainstorm words like love and desire. 

i open my eyes

and

feel you next to me 

slowly enslaving me with your lust. 

your lips trickling upon my chest,

soft and slow, 

as if you had all the time in the world,

but wanted to waste it all on me.

all on me is what you wanted.

didnt you?

you wanted my body to feel your flesh

sweat dripping as we twist and turn

and kiss and wait……….

why should i stimulate you visually

there is no reason to tease you anymore if you want 

to find out how this ends then i can show you :)

Orgasm is overated

Im not you’re usual guy who really likes sex….. I love it and its not the whole typical male “just to get a nut” point of view its more about her pleasure for me…….i do not attempt to achieve my orgasm……at least not the way most guys do…. my orgasm is based on her body giving in to my pleasure and my body senses it as weird as that sounds…..

Do i think about sex on the daily basis? No actually i dont have your typical sex drive its more of a spur of a moment type of thing, unless shes teases and thats a different story.

How do i figure out what position is best? Easy I determine what she likes by noticing how much a girl talks the less she talks the better….needless to say if she spends less time moaning and opening her eyes try something new….usually u can tell its a great position when shes holding on to u like a cat and her nails no matter how blunt they are diggs into your skin…

how to make a girl orgasm? easy 2 ways……one is thrust control and the second is pressure points…..i wont tell u how in detail its not rocket science and for some girls its very simple to  orgasm….the complex ones u have to think with both of your heads lol