When you left the idea of me being alone
i thought i was the only one that couldn’t cope with it,
Damn we had a good time while it lasted,
kisses never change until this day my feelings is no different.
I hope my time solidify some sort happiness in you,
to the point that you happy you still have feelings for me and you do miss it.
I never treated you bad so what was the reason why you left?
but i knew what you still suffering from the past, and the present.
Kill the moment,
I want to make you feel so alive,
Polygraph my heart so you see im the truth
Never mislead you ill never tell you lies,
I dont want you to waste those tears,
unless its out happiness I dont ever want to see you cry.
To understand life you have to know two things the reason why we must laugh and why pigeons exist. What do these two things have to do with anything you will say! Well let me explain my unconventional logic, but first i will tell you something that will throw you off, consider that fact that there is more ways to burn than by fire!!! How? Well the term that we call over freezing of skin is called a cold or frost burn. Now back to the first reason, why we must laugh? because sadness or any other emotion that does not bring self satisfaction will cause you to restrain from living a normal life and constantly living with fear of living and properly enjoying life as you should and even affect the life of others. So find a reason to laugh or be around someone or something that makes you laugh more. Second reason is why pigeons exist will for most part they just do, fly around as they please with one purpose to shit on you, your car, your house, your food, etc…. because they don’t give a shit all they want to do is fly in peace and tranquility, they don’t even notice what they did, while they ruin your day with that one drop it made theirs which makes them happy and carefree, the way we should live!!!
Today I wont cast a shadow
when the sun hits me
the darkness of the night
is in my veins
I cant sustain
Its getting harder to
tell
you
my emotions that are involved
to making you feel special
Feelings are draining me slowly
what more can hold on to
if lately it always rain
the pain that you inflict
im addicted to it
I want you to worry
I want you to cry
I want you to hurt
The same way
jcr0912
Didnt care if she was fly,
only the emotions she gave me felt like turbulence.
She said i really did love you,
I was the witness of it but physical affection was her first defense.
I thought this was about us.
So the only thing that matter was you not past resemblance.
If you knew facts,
how could i compare any other woman to you.
You’re to damn beautiful.
You’re to damn smart.
You’re to damn sweet.
You’re to damn loyal.
You’re to damn caring.
You’re to damn everything.
Damn everything else.
They almost had but you’re the one who have my heart forever.
She said its me not you.
I guess im to perfect, to worth it, to caring, to loving, and maybe just maybe
to good for you.
So i guess you want whats bad or could be worst.
I guess you want love to hurt.
I guess that works out and hope the pain equals to mines after you decided
you were leaving me.
Its our time together is what is really getting hard to manage, You say i never tell you that I love you , i guess when i say it i must be talking spanish. I do everything for you but i guess that’s not enough, you can settle for average. Until i say my true good bye not that wake up break up and then make up shit, because once im gone you going to see it was all good when you had it. I use to think you were perfect, use to be believe you were worth it, and use say once you knew my heart was yours, you wouldn’t hurt it. To another i will be mr right and to you i will be mr wrong, but if want me back you can look up mary j and playlist the song and add Mrs. to the title all my writings are copyrighted so yeah try me <janscreynoso12>
How could we be together?
At the same time be apart.
How we be better lovers ?
when with others we share our hearts.
I dont care about your body,
but you are my somebody,
how could you complain when you go out and kiss anybody.
I thought i knew what you felt for!
Pleasure over my love is what you felt more!
How you say you feel the same way i do when your heart never felt sore!
Hurt and pain!
Just because i say i love you and i meant and it still means the same.
How you say you love who i am but i still need to change!
I guess its because i love you so much i will take the blame.
I was there when you cried.
Im still here after you lied.
I will always be there even when i scared that I care to much.
I guess you hate the fact that im there to much.
One day you going to miss me and blame me again because im not there at all.
When it was you.
We go to sites like this for self expressing but are we real expressing ourselves when we use the lifestyle of others to moderate our lives, how about posting stuff about yourself your pictures from your camera all the time, or are we afraid that no one will like our post because it reflects who we are and how we look at all times, do not envy another individual for what they have or own or rent……envy yourself for dedicating time to the things you love most and the people that come along……and girls who love make up and be blasting about 10 pounds of make up you are beautiful the way you are if you like just use a little bit of foundation for even tones and some of yeah dont really need it all the times unless you are going to a club or a big social event i see girls doll up for everyday occasions like its cute….but you already are without it
There is more to a story than what we actually tend to realize, all we can do is learn from it and become stronger, that makes us greater and better than who we use to be. We must feel pain before pleasure, cry before we laugh, hurt before we learn how to heal others. Never change who we are but how we do things and to appreciate people for who they are, and believe in those who believe in us. THE LION KING. My name is Jans by the way if you choose to reblog tell me your name and what or who do you love and why?
To say that love aint easy,
is making love already not easy on yourself,
and love will have thrills,
but love should never have hate,
never have tears for the wrong reasons,
you should never think if she/he really loves you,
because he or she will never put themselves above you.
You can feel it when they say i love you.
If they love you they will never leave your side.
They would do anything for you without ever asking why!
how i sever your past from my present?
When every time i see you you ask me this question!
Do you still love me and if im the one that you still keep missing?
Now its haunting me like a curse an idea i once thought as a blessing!
Let me reassure you that my love for you will never change for the worst
Im happy with just making sure that you are happy even if it hurts,
even if i have to sacrifice my life for yours thats how real friendships work.
If he makes you happy then i’ll be happy for you.
When he makes you mad i will also be mad for you.
If he lays his hands on you or hurt you in anyway ill make sure he will pay for it.
and God forbid if you ever fell ill while im still alive i will be by your side.
No matter what happens or what you do i will be in your life.
There to guide your heart and protect your mind.
you are a son of a gun- oh land <3 two words A-dorable artist and a wonderful song
I act like your words dont phase me,
sometimes i wished you erased me from your phone,
i hope you never say that you missed me,
because you already left me alone.
I think im going crazy,
hear your voice in my head even when others are speaking,
see you every time i close my eyes or stare at the walls.
All this is a result of me asking myself why dont she call?
Even if just to say i never ever want to see or talk to you again!
Because this silence between us is slowly killing me inside.
But I guess you have to live your life right?
Wrong you got me fighting to stay alive in your heart even
though you will always live in mines!
Eventually I have to put you in your place
for the best and not the worst.
To make you realize that I am someone and not was.
To make you believe in the person you once known.
To show you that I will always be accompanied with those feelings I once gave.
If you feel like I did give up on you in one way or another.
That’s because you gave up on me a long time ago.
Way before i have stuck by you.
Way before I cared.
Way before you said my name.
It was at that same moment that I knew that i am nothing to you
than i was before i ever existed in your life.
So you can say all you want but my actions speak louder than words
and you have already spoken with yours.
So that you can never say its my fault I will walk away without saying goodbye.
Once there was a boy, alone he was, under the star lights, florescent aura of new york lamp posts, and headlights from cars cruising by upon his eyes, browsing through the streets without a cause in the world or reason. Its was a usual summer evening by all means but the day was going to turn out to be different for him. A girl just walked by him light tanned skin,cream hazel eyes, flowery summer dress, picnic hat, and classy Luis Vuitton shades. He stared at her eyes as he was being absorbed by her presence some what like a person who is in a presences of a ghost who is frozen in place by not by the same reason. To him she was a angel who embodied the life of beautiful soul making her 10 times more beautiful than any other being he had ever seen.
